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I’ve been reluctant to put my feelings into words. My brain refuses to accept that both Kobe and Gigi are gone. I can’t process both at the same time. It’s like I’m trying to process Kobe being gone but my body refuses to accept my Gigi will never come back to me. It feels wrong. Why should I be able to wake up another day when my baby girl isn’t being able to have that opportunity?! I’m so mad. She had so much life to live. Then I realize I need to be strong and be here for my 3 daughters. Mad I’m not with Kobe and Gigi but thankful I’m here with Natalia, Bianka and Capri. I know what I’m feeling is normal. It’s part of the grieving process. I just wanted to share in case there’s anyone out there that’s experienced a loss like this. God I wish they were here and this nightmare would be over. Praying for all of the victims of this horrible tragedy. Please continue to pray for all.

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湖人球星科比布莱恩特的遗孀瓦妮莎更新社交媒体，她至今仍无法接受丈夫和二女儿吉安娜的离世。

“我一直不想用语言去表达自己的感情。我的大脑仍然拒绝接受科比和吉安娜都已经离开了的事实。我没法同时处理这两件事，我试着去接受科比已经走了，但我的身体拒绝接受吉安娜已永远不会再回来的事实。”

“我感觉很糟糕，每天清醒后我都在想为什么女儿再也不会醒来了！？想着想着我就要疯了，她的人生才刚开始，还有那么多事要去经历。”

“我知道自己需要坚强，为我的三个女儿们我必须坚强，感觉太糟了。但，我很高兴，我还有娜塔莉、比安卡和卡佩里。我知道我的感受很正常，这是悲伤过程的一部分。”

“我写这些只是想和有过同样经历的人分享一下。天哪！我真希望他们还在这，这样噩梦就可以结束了！为这场可怕悲剧中的所有遇难者祈祷，请继续为他们祷告。”

瓦妮莎随文晒出了一段科比指导吉安娜打球的视频，视频中吉安娜的脸上一直洋溢着幸福的笑容。

 

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